no physical abuse
but something needed off her chest
so she went crazy
not unlike the rest
her father was gone
mother driven mad by wine
the last time we spoke
she said i'll see you in time
imagine my surprise
when i find myself here
alone at your funeral
not shedding a tear
sitting in a corner
not knowing what to do
these people keep talking
to me about you
maybe she wont go to heaven
ok, her hell was here on earth
after what you lived through
i cant see how it'd get worse
and they tell me she took the cowards way out
but i think it takes a whole lot of courage to put a gun in your mouth
and they tell me her life was a sin
taking the easy way out,
but i think you just wanted in
and no one could hear you shout
nobody ever told you
nobody ever whispered in your ear
nobody ever said those things
those things that you’re just dying to hear
but you would not have listened
you would not have understood
if someone would have told you
those things they didn't do, but could.
because who was there for you
when you needed them the most
let me tell you, no one, no one
they all dispersed like ghosts
this is good.
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